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Saturday, February 26
ohkay so im kinda doing nothing right now. im supposed to help with all the packing and stuff
but ehh im so angry with everyone around me right now that i didnt even talk to them since i woke up. i just wanna punch 'em all in the face for what they did to me.
yesterday was one of the most depressing days of my fucking life.
yeah, no joke.
and i dont even have a shoulder to lean on and cry and let everything out. i feel so fucked up.
i know, i never really use that expression but seriously i just feel awfully and extremely bad.
so yesterday i woke up early at like 5:30 in the morning
i got ready for school (prison. thats not a fucking school. its a fucking fucked up prison)
then i got in the car with my sister
and then on our way the school, my step dad and my sister kept talking and joking around
and they were like,
step dad: i like how you make jokes even though you're upset about leaving westall
diana: hahaha i know right, its better like this than just staying depressed (referring to me, who didnt say one word untill we arrived at school)
step dad: yeaah exactly, thats what winners do. youre just like me. were the winners!
diana: YEAH
then they HI-fived T______T
and i was just like, fuck you both. go fuck yourself you fucked up winners-who-are-not-even-winners-but-simply-some-two-faced-idiots.
yeah so we finally got there at like 8:10 yeah
and we waited for like 10 mins or so, then dianas coordinator or teacher or some shit came and took her to her class
and then after a minute my teacher came and took me to my class.
so everybody was waiting outside the room A3, and when i came there the teacher introduced me to them
and the first people who said "hi, whats your name?" and all that, were these two small girls
who almost like, RAN to say hi to me.
that seemed weird to me.
and later it proved to be true. those girls WERE weird. they always make weird sounds, and and everybody hates them cause they get people into trouble
and like, they told me to stay away from them, and yeah..
anyways, so there i was, everybody was looking at me, and smiling in the same time
i was just waiting for form assembly to begin (here its not called form assembly but yeah, i forgot how its called)
so i was just standing there , WHEN THIS GUY JUST CAME TO ME OUT OF NOWHERE AND HUGGED ME AND SAID: "HELLO NEW GIRL!" AND HE WAS ALL SMILING AND I WAS JUST LIKE, "HI?" LMAAAAAAAAAAO IT WAS REALLY FUNNY :) THAT GAVE ME A BOOST OF CONFIDENCE :D
anyways, i had maths period one. it was just like what ms macdonald would call ease-peeze-japanesee ROFLLL
yeah we were doing "surface area". yeah. O______________O
and and the way they do the working out man. SO FUCKING RETARDED.
COZ LIKE, LETS SAY THEY HAVE TO FINDD THE SURFACE AREA OF A RECTANGULAR PRISM YEAH
THEY WRITE LIKE THIS:
"Area of the base.
A = length x width.
A = something x something.
then they draw a rectangle (which is the base) and say -> two of these
do you get what i mean?
THEY DO EVERYTHING IN EXTREME DETAIL COZ THEY CANT SEE THE WHOLE PICTURE, LIKE THEY DONNO HOW ELSE TO DO IT
AND I WAS JUST LIKE, FML.
yeah, then period two i had german. i sat next to this girl who kept talking to some boys for the whole period
and her voice was fucking annoying me !!!!!!! she sounds like a man. T________T i swear. yeah and she just couldnt keep her mouth quiet. i was so pissed off coz i didnt understand anything in german and i didnt know anyone, and so i sat between two girls, and i didnt even talk to them cos they were too.............................cocky? yeah.
then in recess i wanted to buy something from canteen
but noooooooo, here you gotta wait the whole fucking day to buy something.
it took forever just to get in the line, so i just gave up and left. I WAS SO HUNGRY ! D:
so i went on the ovalwith these 3 girls who are in my class
and yeah..........................................................................THEYRE FUCKING BORING :
anyways, at least i didnt have to hang out with the weird girls.
they asked me to hang out with them. but i didnt. COZ THEY ARE WEIRD, ITS NOT LIKE IM MEAN OR ANYTHING BUT YEAH, THEY SIMPLY ARE WERID. and i also hate how one of them keeps staring at me. x____x
then periods 3 and 4 we had english and maths.
in english we do...i dont even know what were doing, coz its so fucking easy and NOT related to ENGLISH.
every english class we have to read for 10 mins a random book. yeah i know, waste of time.
then yesterday we had a spelling test, and like, i got 20/20 coz it was TOO FUCKING EASY.
then we did nothing for the whole period coz that spelling test took forever, God know why. Like, wtf its just a stupid spelling test :/
yeah then in maths, i just continued doing my work
if you wanna know what easy stuff im doing look in the year 9 book, exercise 2.5
yeah. it sucks. :@
then in lunch time, i think i literaly waited for 30 minutes just to buy 2 slices of pizza
WHICH BTW TASTED LIKE SHIT, BUT I WAS HUNGRY SO I HAD TO EAT THEM.
the 3 girls waited with me, but im sure they were so pissed.
HAHA, i dont care at all, you bitches. yeah, i was saying this to them (A) >:)
and then we only had like 15 minutes left so we jus twent on the oval again. BORING.
then we had english again. we discussed the randomest thing in the world
which again was NOT related to english. then some fight started during the class,
and YEAH, one of the two weird girls started it. O_________O
and it was really funny, coz while they were screaming at each other
one of the guys was like
WELCOME TO GLEANEAGLES ! :) LMAOOOOOOOOOOO yeah, then i had dance. Boring as shit. the room is HUGE, but it doesnt even have mirrors. yeah. at least i met 3 romanian girls. LMAO one of them is really nice. :) AND CUTEEEE ! and we spoke to each other in romanian, BUT OMFG I JUST CANT SPEAK ROMANIAN ANYMORE ! DDDDDDDDDDDDD: ONLY AT HOME ! :( ANYWASY, I GTG :( I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU GUYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS AND I MISSSSSS YOU HEAPS ! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ AND INDEEED, I WONT FIND ANY OTHER SCHOOL LIKE WESTALL AND OTHER PEOPLE LIKE YOU. BYE ! :(
10:36 AM
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